FINALLY!!!!!

I HATE you, Eric....you have been hogging the computer for a couple of months and I'm sick of it. All day long, you have been using the computer for Soldier Front, which is a stupid online game for nerds, and for "research." I mean, what the hell....you do NOT use it for research, but for using it to translate some stuff on your spanish homework. What's the point of taking Spanish when you're translating it using Google....Now that you're watching some movie on the Soviet Union, I could finally use the computer. What a hogger...You're such a dick sometimes and you bitch a lot. Blackmail, hate words, threats.....I am sick and tired of all that... Every time when I see you, I feel like throwing up. When I grow up, I'll move far away from you. Never facing your ugly face. Never facing your threats. Whenever I see you, I feel like throwing up and hit you in the stomach. That's how much I hate you.

Too Much For Me....

Ugh...This is too much for me.....I guess that's because of all the events and tests going on right now....Plus, I'm beginning to hate my brother even MORE.

In case you don't know, my brother and I have this love-hate relationship, but for me, it's mostly hate...He's beginning to disgust me and I can't take it any more. Most of the time, I just want to go outside and scream my lungs out. I hate being near him and I hate taking a glance at him. That's why I keep on promising myself to hold on and to not give up. I can't give up right in front of him. That would mean I lost and I don't want to lose to HIM. You know, when I grow up, I just want to move away....this place gives me bad memories and I can't stay here any longer. Maybe I might come back, but I guess the future will have to decide...Some day, maybe some day, I could live in a beach or in the mountains....there, I could take a walk and get rid of all my worries and problems. Better yet, I could move in a bigger city like New York or Chicago so all the hustling can wipe all the bad stuff away....

Right now, I'm doing sports, which in my opinion, relieves stress. I could take my anger out on a shuttle or a volleyball or run (even though I don't like running that much). That way, I won't break anything (e.g. slamming the door, slamming the table, hitting the chairs....you know what I mean....). But, hey! I'm feeling better now!!! :)

Featuring the CST (and the swine flu)!!!!

And CST has gotten me pinned down on the wrestling ring...and I'm really trying to get up....UGH!!!! I HATE the CST...especially when I have to be stuck with Mr. Brown for a couple hours.....I guess my nightmare has come true....NOOOO!!!!!

See what I told you? the media makes everyone scared....With the swine flu going on, we have to be "extra careful" with the things we touch. Two of my teachers bought this big bottle of sanitizer and one of them told us to sneeze, cough, and blow our noses outside of the classroom....(even though that was a couple days ago, but who cares!). And then my mom got all paranoid about it....

NO INTERNET!!!!

Okay, for the last couple of days, I didn't get the chace to write in my blog because you can't always cont on linksys....they suck...they always disappear for no reason. Now, my dad is planning to be part of Verizon Wireless. Whatever. Anyways, I just hope that I could have internet as fast as possible. I mean, linksys kind of works, but it lags. One time, when I tried to check my e-mail, it took FOREVER to load. That's why I can't write my blog or ANYTHING!!! What a nightmare...I admit, I'm one of those teenagers who can't live without music and internet. BUT I could live without texting or phone, because I can....not a very good reason, but oh well. I guess that's a very lame explanation.....oh well.....I will try to work on blog for a long time when I get RELIABLE internet.....

This is sooo funny but sad (poor chewie)!!!

HAH! funny....

Still Sick

Oh, wow...I didn't write for the last couple of days, because I had a pretty busy schedule. First, there was that game at Baldwin Park, which we got killed by 7 to 14 (that's pretty sad...T.T and they're very good) and when we came back, I was too tired to talk about my life. Then, after that day, my brother hogged the laptop so I can't use it for anything, even Mr. Brown's notes. And finally, I was sick last Saturday.

Yup, I was one of the people that caught the cold. I had to stay home for the whole day and I couldn't even go outside! My throat was hurting so bad, but it was way, WAY better than last year. Last year SUCKED! I HATED it. And you know what's even worse? It was on Valentine's Day last year. I couldn't talk or laugh or anything! I was suffering!!! Now, this year, I'm very careful about what I eat. I WOULDN'T want it to be like last year (but last year I got to stay home! ^.^) Back to my little diet to keep my cold from being worse.....I decided not to eat any fried foods, chips, ice cream, ice (duh), and what else? Oh yeah, and pizza, which I got sick of because I had to eat it everyday. Luckily, all of that paid off, because I'm feeling better. Well, except for a couple of major coughs that hurts my throat if I laugh too hard...(one of my weaknesses: feeling pain in the throat). Hope my friends won't use that against me...

We WON!!!

Not today, since today is Saturday, but still...WE WON!!! I was sooo happy that we won (even though Samuel and I lost in the mix-match....T.T but I won in the girls' doubles!!) We played at La Puente High and it was pretty fun. That was because Nadezna was there! I missed her and I guess I regretted not calling her once in a while....(the real Jocelyn strikes again!) I didn't write in the last couple of days, because we had to take the CAHSEE and I had to do the noted that was due last Friday (the day we played against La Puente). But oh, well! I did a blag for today and I guess this is the end...I wonder when the next game is going to be (if it's not on the 23rd...)?